it makes me wanna die,baby

okeh *menghela nafas*

minggu ini gue bener bener stress parah.bayangin coy, satu hari bisa 3 ulangan gue.satu ulangan aja otak gue belom tentu muat.
minggu ini bener bener bikin depresi.baru kerasa jadi anak kelas 9 nih.baru kerasa dan untungnya gue ngerasa jadi gue bisa lebih fokus.bosen gak sih gue post tentang perjalanan gue di kelas 9? maklum nih belom lulus (dan pasti akan lulus,amin).wkwk yodalaya simak aja

DANDANDAN udah bsk ulangan 3,trus JACLYN KELUAR ANTM,whatta fuckin hell happened,bro? jelas jelas muka cantik imut kayak tweety gitu foto juga bagus semua masa keluar?! ah esmosi coy.udah deh gue aja yang gantiin jaclyn *bencana alam* *tanah longsor*

barusan,gue lagi ngeliat youtube dan gue menemukan lagu adele-make you feel my love. gue sebelomnya emang udah pernah denger lagu itu tapi kalo gue belom liat dia nyanyi live di letterman,belom tuntas aja gitu rasanya.heran,dia mungkin emang overweight tapi,mukanya kenapa tirus tirus aja?! cantik lagi cantik banget itumah.kayak gue dikitlah *lempar gerobak kebab* trus hatinya beuuh adubeh parangik,perfect deh.lagunya juga dalem dalemmm.ah sudah lah tambah campur aduk saya ini

oiya wktu itu gue janji buat nge post gambar2 gituya? quotes ajayah qaqa mau gx? maulah yang nulis blog gua kenapa elu yang sewot (?!?!?!?) ah tauah labil. Maklum, hari ini gue mendapat berita yang SANGAT AMAT MENGEJUTKAN SAYA.sekali lagi SANGAT AMAT MENGEJUTKAN SAYA *dicapslockbiarheboh. denger berita itu kayak......kayak jantung lo diledakkin pake bom yang buat ngancurin hiroshima nagasaki,kaget dan terluka. eaeaa bisa aja lo feb kwkw malu sendiri -_-









FZ

My Personality :

• I’m loud
• I’m obnoxious........................
• I’m sarcastic
• I’m cocky
• I cry easily
• I have a bad temper
• For the most part, I don’t like people
• I’m easy to get along with
• I have more enemies than friends
• I’ve smoked
• I’ve smoked weed
• I drink coffee
• I clean my room daily

My Appearance :

• I wear makeup (*not everyday)
• I wear a piece of jewelry at all times (*only earring)
• I wear contacts
• I wear glasses
• I have/had braces
• I change my hair color often
• I straighten my hair often
• I have piercings
• I have small feet

Relationships :

• I’m in a relationship now
• I’m single
• I’m crushing
• I’m in love 3
• I’m always scared of being hurt
• An ex has physically abused me, at least once
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
• I’ve been in love more than two times
• I believe in love at first sight

Friendships :

• I have a best friend
• I have at least ten friends
• I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
• I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
• I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences :

• I’ve been on a plane
• I’ve been on a train
• Someone close to me has died
• I’ve taken a taxi
• I’ve taken a city bus
• I’ve taken a school bus
• I’ve gone bungee jumping
• I’ve made a speech
• I’ve been in some sort of club (*school club?)
• I’ve won an award
• I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
• I’ve been in a physical fight

Music :

• I listen to R&B
• I listen to country
• I listen to pop
• I listen to techno
• I listen to rock
• I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
• I hate the radio
• I buy CDs

Television :

• I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
• I watch soap operas daily (*before)
• I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
• I’ve seen and liked The OC
• I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
• I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
• I’ve seen and liked Popular
• I’ve seen and liked 24
• I’ve seen and liked CSI
• I’ve seen and liked Everwood

Family Life :

• I get along with both of my parents
• My biological parents are still together
• I have at least one brother
• I have at least one sister
• I have at least one step brother/sister
• I have at least one half brother/sister
• I’ve been kicked out of my house
• I’ve ran away from home
• I’ve made my parents cry
• I’ve lied to my parents
• I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
• I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
• I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
• I don’t live with my parents
• Parents are screwed up and gone

Hair :

• I’ve been brown
• I’ve had streaks
• I’ve cut my hair in the past year
• I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
• I’ve been blonde
• I’ve been red
• I’ve been light brown
• I’ve been medium brown
• I’ve been blue/green
• I’ve gotten my hair thinned
• I use conditioner
• I’ve used Silk Therapy
• I’ve used hot oil treatments
• I’ve curled my hair (*rarely)
• I’ve straightened my hair
• I’ve ironed my hair (*rarely)
• I’ve braided my hair

School :

• I’ve yelled at a teacher
• I’ve been suspended
• I’ve had an in-school suspension
• I’ve been sent to the principals office
• I’ve walked out of class
• I’ve skipped an entire day of school
• I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
• I’ve failed a test
• I’ve cheated on a test
• I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
• I’ve failed Art
• I’ve failed PE
• I’ve failed Math
• I’ve failed Science
• I’ve failed another class
• A teacher has called my parents

suckssss :'()

seiring berjalannya hari(?!?!?) gue pun udah mulai berasa kalo gue bener bener jd anak kelas 9.gabisa main main lagi.oke itu memang ada di pikiran gue.tapi,jiwa gue masih berasa anak kelas 8 for sure.masih pengen santai,masih pengen ngerjain kartul dll.huah dan yah it stressed me out ppl u know.

iya gue bener bener stress.to the max.kalo bagaikan maicih,gue sudah nyampe di level 10.GASIAP MAMA.manapula gue belom ada SMA tujuan.ini serius.kalo di labschool,kok gue berasa jadi kayak rawamangun.sd disana,smp disini,sma disitu juga.entar kuliah di unj,kerja di arion,meninggal di utan kayu,i'm forever rawamangun kid -_-

kalo di negeri gue juga males pindah daerah lagi.jadi ngerasa stranger dan gue gasukaa huhu.i'm thinking bout my future,it depends on my high school.so i hope for sure,really2 sure i can decide for my best.and i can work with it.wml!

oiya,gue baru nyadar ini another first time gue ngomong bener di blog.hore berhasil jugaa *ngelap keringet* *makan kue cubit*

next post gue bakal ngepost gambar yah,enggak, bukan gambar gayus lagi manjat pohon pinang tujuh belasan.

FZ

lebaran dan yang baru

hihihii

selamat masukkk sekolah lagi! ya jadi gue sebenernya sudah sangat menyadari kalo gue jarang ngepost blog.yeap memang gue udah kelas 9 jadinya harus agak fokus

btw masih inget kan pas pemerintah labil tentang kapan hari lebaran?selasa apa rabu? trus akhirnya rabu.trus tbtb pas gue puasa hari selasa gue dapet banyak bm kalo ternyata yang bener itu hari selasa.gue panik tuh takut puasa gue haram.yang paling maksa gue batal adalah jiwo.

"feb entar puasanya batal loh" "ini gue lagi makan es krim" "itu bukan sembarang bm lo feb emang bener" "itu udah pada ngaku feb pemerintah kalo dia salah" "ayolah feb batal aja batal BATALLL WOY ASTAGA"

jujur,gue bimbang.

well akhirnya gue tetep puasa.ya walaupun itu bener kalo hari rabu,yang salah bukan gue.

gue lebaran alhamdulillah dapet thr.ini masih syukur dapet thr.terus liburan lebaran gue ke bandung.beli maicih.gue heboh sendiri gara gara gue baru tau maicih apa.ternyata itu keripik -_-

terus setelah ke bandung gue kan pulang iyalah pulang masa mangkal.kerjaan gue dirumah cuma nonton tipi.bandingkan sama gue di bandung gue udah kemana mana,mata gue udah berbentuk love ngeliat FO bertebaran dimana mana,gue hebring sendiri ngeliat trans studio,enggak,gue gasampe gelantungan di dunia lain,dan gue makan sampe perut gue mau meledak.

tapi ya untungnya pas liburan acara tipi lagi bagus.buktinya ada.......HELL'S KITCHEN. ADA THE GLEE PROJECT!!!!!!!!! tp sekarang udah abis.kenapa itu dua acara bisa seru? nih gue jelasin mamam

hell's kitchen itu kayak acara masak gitu.seru deh pokoknya.bukan kayak masterchef yang suka nyicip2 makanan.gue juga mau deh kalo kerja cuma nyicip2 makanan,bedanya gue bukan nyicip.gue nyicip dan bawa pulang buat emak babe dirumah.trus ada gordon ramsay jd jurinya.dia suka marah marah si akang.kadang pengen gue beliin kursi pijet.yang menang namanya dave.mau tau dia kayak gimana? cari aja di google.

kalo TGP alias the glee project itu seru bangettttt! lebih seru daripada lo makan maicih level 10 (baru tau maicih).jadi ini kayak kompetisi dunia buat dapet peran di glee.tau gleekan? tau dong.om gue aja tau,katanya finn manis.agak curiga

dan yang menang namanya samuel dan DAMIAAAAAAAAN si orang irlandia yang super duper cuteeee.

1.posenya agak gaenak
2.itu kenapa ada kepala 2 disitu
3.tapi tetep cute kok

siapa cewek itu?dimana rumahnya?kenapa dia disebelah damian?
gadeng dia linse.dia suka pare.

cute kan?cute dong

FZ