My Personality :

• I’m loud
• I’m obnoxious........................
• I’m sarcastic
• I’m cocky
• I cry easily
• I have a bad temper
• For the most part, I don’t like people
• I’m easy to get along with
• I have more enemies than friends
• I’ve smoked
• I’ve smoked weed
• I drink coffee
• I clean my room daily

My Appearance :

• I wear makeup (*not everyday)
• I wear a piece of jewelry at all times (*only earring)
• I wear contacts
• I wear glasses
• I have/had braces
• I change my hair color often
• I straighten my hair often
• I have piercings
• I have small feet

Relationships :

• I’m in a relationship now
• I’m single
• I’m crushing
• I’m in love 3
• I’m always scared of being hurt
• An ex has physically abused me, at least once
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
• I’ve been in love more than two times
• I believe in love at first sight

Friendships :

• I have a best friend
• I have at least ten friends
• I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
• I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
• I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences :

• I’ve been on a plane
• I’ve been on a train
• Someone close to me has died
• I’ve taken a taxi
• I’ve taken a city bus
• I’ve taken a school bus
• I’ve gone bungee jumping
• I’ve made a speech
• I’ve been in some sort of club (*school club?)
• I’ve won an award
• I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
• I’ve been in a physical fight

Music :

• I listen to R&B
• I listen to country
• I listen to pop
• I listen to techno
• I listen to rock
• I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
• I hate the radio
• I buy CDs

Television :

• I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
• I watch soap operas daily (*before)
• I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
• I’ve seen and liked The OC
• I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
• I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
• I’ve seen and liked Popular
• I’ve seen and liked 24
• I’ve seen and liked CSI
• I’ve seen and liked Everwood

Family Life :

• I get along with both of my parents
• My biological parents are still together
• I have at least one brother
• I have at least one sister
• I have at least one step brother/sister
• I have at least one half brother/sister
• I’ve been kicked out of my house
• I’ve ran away from home
• I’ve made my parents cry
• I’ve lied to my parents
• I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
• I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
• I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
• I don’t live with my parents
• Parents are screwed up and gone

Hair :

• I’ve been brown
• I’ve had streaks
• I’ve cut my hair in the past year
• I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
• I’ve been blonde
• I’ve been red
• I’ve been light brown
• I’ve been medium brown
• I’ve been blue/green
• I’ve gotten my hair thinned
• I use conditioner
• I’ve used Silk Therapy
• I’ve used hot oil treatments
• I’ve curled my hair (*rarely)
• I’ve straightened my hair
• I’ve ironed my hair (*rarely)
• I’ve braided my hair

School :

• I’ve yelled at a teacher
• I’ve been suspended
• I’ve had an in-school suspension
• I’ve been sent to the principals office
• I’ve walked out of class
• I’ve skipped an entire day of school
• I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
• I’ve failed a test
• I’ve cheated on a test
• I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
• I’ve failed Art
• I’ve failed PE
• I’ve failed Math
• I’ve failed Science
• I’ve failed another class
• A teacher has called my parents

suckssss :'()

seiring berjalannya hari(?!?!?) gue pun udah mulai berasa kalo gue bener bener jd anak kelas 9.gabisa main main lagi.oke itu memang ada di pikiran gue.tapi,jiwa gue masih berasa anak kelas 8 for sure.masih pengen santai,masih pengen ngerjain kartul dll.huah dan yah it stressed me out ppl u know.

iya gue bener bener stress.to the max.kalo bagaikan maicih,gue sudah nyampe di level 10.GASIAP MAMA.manapula gue belom ada SMA tujuan.ini serius.kalo di labschool,kok gue berasa jadi kayak rawamangun.sd disana,smp disini,sma disitu juga.entar kuliah di unj,kerja di arion,meninggal di utan kayu,i'm forever rawamangun kid -_-

kalo di negeri gue juga males pindah daerah lagi.jadi ngerasa stranger dan gue gasukaa huhu.i'm thinking bout my future,it depends on my high school.so i hope for sure,really2 sure i can decide for my best.and i can work with it.wml!

oiya,gue baru nyadar ini another first time gue ngomong bener di blog.hore berhasil jugaa *ngelap keringet* *makan kue cubit*

next post gue bakal ngepost gambar yah,enggak, bukan gambar gayus lagi manjat pohon pinang tujuh belasan.

FZ

lebaran dan yang baru

hihihii

selamat masukkk sekolah lagi! ya jadi gue sebenernya sudah sangat menyadari kalo gue jarang ngepost blog.yeap memang gue udah kelas 9 jadinya harus agak fokus

btw masih inget kan pas pemerintah labil tentang kapan hari lebaran?selasa apa rabu? trus akhirnya rabu.trus tbtb pas gue puasa hari selasa gue dapet banyak bm kalo ternyata yang bener itu hari selasa.gue panik tuh takut puasa gue haram.yang paling maksa gue batal adalah jiwo.

"feb entar puasanya batal loh" "ini gue lagi makan es krim" "itu bukan sembarang bm lo feb emang bener" "itu udah pada ngaku feb pemerintah kalo dia salah" "ayolah feb batal aja batal BATALLL WOY ASTAGA"

jujur,gue bimbang.

well akhirnya gue tetep puasa.ya walaupun itu bener kalo hari rabu,yang salah bukan gue.

gue lebaran alhamdulillah dapet thr.ini masih syukur dapet thr.terus liburan lebaran gue ke bandung.beli maicih.gue heboh sendiri gara gara gue baru tau maicih apa.ternyata itu keripik -_-

terus setelah ke bandung gue kan pulang iyalah pulang masa mangkal.kerjaan gue dirumah cuma nonton tipi.bandingkan sama gue di bandung gue udah kemana mana,mata gue udah berbentuk love ngeliat FO bertebaran dimana mana,gue hebring sendiri ngeliat trans studio,enggak,gue gasampe gelantungan di dunia lain,dan gue makan sampe perut gue mau meledak.

tapi ya untungnya pas liburan acara tipi lagi bagus.buktinya ada.......HELL'S KITCHEN. ADA THE GLEE PROJECT!!!!!!!!! tp sekarang udah abis.kenapa itu dua acara bisa seru? nih gue jelasin mamam

hell's kitchen itu kayak acara masak gitu.seru deh pokoknya.bukan kayak masterchef yang suka nyicip2 makanan.gue juga mau deh kalo kerja cuma nyicip2 makanan,bedanya gue bukan nyicip.gue nyicip dan bawa pulang buat emak babe dirumah.trus ada gordon ramsay jd jurinya.dia suka marah marah si akang.kadang pengen gue beliin kursi pijet.yang menang namanya dave.mau tau dia kayak gimana? cari aja di google.

kalo TGP alias the glee project itu seru bangettttt! lebih seru daripada lo makan maicih level 10 (baru tau maicih).jadi ini kayak kompetisi dunia buat dapet peran di glee.tau gleekan? tau dong.om gue aja tau,katanya finn manis.agak curiga

dan yang menang namanya samuel dan DAMIAAAAAAAAN si orang irlandia yang super duper cuteeee.

1.posenya agak gaenak
2.itu kenapa ada kepala 2 disitu
3.tapi tetep cute kok

siapa cewek itu?dimana rumahnya?kenapa dia disebelah damian?
gadeng dia linse.dia suka pare.

cute kan?cute dong

FZ

last lullaby

"The smile fate was wearing, slowly die.Minutes turn to months.Silence of the phone just mocks my cry.When I see that you've moved on.Secret's out that I did care about you.You broke me, you left me.There was nothing I could do"
ke$ha,goodbye

"never asked you to change,but sadly you don't feel the same,about me"
maroon 5 ft. lady antebellum,out of goodbyes

"hurt myself again today.and the worst part is there's no one else to blame"
sia,breath me

"but if i tell the world,i'll never say enough.cause it was not said to you.and that's exactly what i need to do if i'd end up with you"
Adele,chasing pavement

"But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes All that I know is I don't know How to be something you miss"
Tayswift,last kiss

"Never mind i'll find someone like you.I wish nothing but the best for you too.Don't forget me,i beg."i'll remember" you said."sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead""
Adele,someone like you

"all this time i was wasting,hoping you to come around,i've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down"
Tayswift,you're not sorry

the real arttm

pada tau arttm kan? a rocket to the moon? bukan roket beneran yang mau ke bulan kok.ini nama band.tau kan? tau dong.kalo becak to the cipinang tau? pasti gataulah.gue juga gatau itu apaan -_-

gue suka sama ini band pas dengerin lagu nya like we used to.ya itu emang sedih banget.sedih aja.terus gue pertama kali liat personilnya cogan semuaaa gak semua sih cuma eric sama nick doang tapi ya selain itu mending gitu loh gak jelek.terus kalo di public tuh mereka kayak stay cool gitu ya udah keren gitu.emang keren sih.coba kalian pikir pikir lagi setelah kalian melihat video ini :




demi apapun itu gue ngakak.oke sebenernya kalo orang hotelnya tau kasurnya digituin gue udah yakin dia disuruh check out hari itu juga wkwk

check the second one :



ini juga gue senyum senyum sendiri ngeliatnya.


and here's the cool one



BANG ERIC DISITU GANTENG BANGET.tapi kenapa dia jatoh?dan..kenapa harus sekuter? mungkin disana belom ada fixie.

saya sangat menyesal tidak menonton mereka pas mereka ke indonesia.semoga dia bisa baca pikiran gue terus nick ngajak temen temennnya "woy ke indo lagi yuk.gebetan gue belom sempet nonton gue" azek emang itu boong emang. bunuh gue sekarang.

argh

hari ini gatau kenapa gue kesel banget,anything what happened today it seems so ridiculous to me.jadi ini hari pertama gue halangan.iya halangan.sakit perut banget pinggang sakit bawaannya mau marah mulu susah ngendaliinnya apalagi gue halangan pas lagi puasa makin gaenak lagi suasananya kayak gue sendiri gitu yang aneh gapuasa sendiri walaupun bukan gue doang yang lagi nggak.iya emang banyak banget korban akibat ke pms an gue ini.gapernah gue separah ini,salah satu contoh adalah mbak gue

mbak : *dateng ke kamar bawa jus* ini jusnya ya kak
gue : ketok dulu dong pintu kamar gasopan banget sih emang udah pasti aku bisa diganggu
elah ngeselin lo!
mbak : *nunduk sambil nutup pintu*

maaf ya mbak ya tapi emang gitu akunya gabisa ngendaliin.mbak juga pernah kan kayak gitu pernah kan pernah dong.orang aku sering denger panci dilempar kok hihi

trus gua beranem sama ono noh si itu noh ah bete.gue baru sekali ini marah sama lo sedangkan lo tiap hari marah sama gue ish i'm gonna kick ur ass

ayoo bad feeling get a lifeee
FZ

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